Mirror

I had a time, when someone doesnt like me the way I like him. But now, I thought I saw myself. It's like a reflection... a Mirror. The difference is, I doesnt not like him. Yeah, well, maybe. I don't know. I had so many times being confused by likeness. But in my ass, the problem is not 'like' or 'unlike'. But awkward. He's kind of my father, so I can't being rude with him, but at the same time, he's being my friend because he's not my real father. I got something echoed me 'he's your grandfather, can't you see?' And at the same time, he asked me to become his girlfriend, and I just doesnt realized it. And I answered no for two reasons:
1. He's my grandfather. And it will take some times to not being awkward to him again. And I'm not sure he's gonna wait for that long.
2. His ex is my grandmother. I'm not gonna blame her, I think I just loving her too much (wtf), and I know she still in love with my grandfather so I'm not gonna take someone who being so precious to my grandma. No way. There's no way I will do that even my grandma insist me or gave me a permission. I know her too well, She is kind of a girl who will hurted by inside and laughed outside. Hey, I'm the one who loving you too much (in my mind) so I'm not gonna make you sad, aye ?
3. I dont even know she is a problem, but, I feel that you are a problem, Riss* ?

Yeah, man. I dont even know I like him the way, well...