One-side Love #1

"Hey," I said. Sit beside her with a gorgeous smile. Hand her a Coca Cola Can.

"Sam? I mean, hey. What's up?"

When I look at her, she put a Smile. Forcing herself to smile. Even thought that it's not the first time, I really cant see her like that. It's so hurtful.

"Anything wrong?" I ask.

"You know, The Meaning of Flowers? Some crazy book that tell us about Flowers?"

I stare at her. Knowing what the hell she talking about.

"Yea, I know. It's blah blah blah."

"Someone sended me a Red Camation last week. It may be a Secret Fan, but I'm not sure. When I saw the meaning of Red Camation, well, it means deep romantic love, passion... and something like that."

I nod. I read her mind, but it was blank. Dark, without any sound.

"What do you think about that, Sam?"

"He loves you. He just... Secretly fall in love with you. He might be your Hugest Fan."

She hand me a transparent bucket with a twenty ot fourty Red Camation.

"I don't know why he become my fan, besides---"

I look at the Bucket, and then her eyes. Her Brown eyes that warming me.

"He knows the real you. The kindness of you, and so many good things about you."

I saw her eyes blush, and I can hear something from her mind.

So he love a freak like me?

"I'm not that kind, Sam, seriously."

"Yes you are. You know, you are the first people who say hi to me. Usualy they called me with a bad names. I dont care about How-The-Way-The-Look-at-Me thing or blah blah blah, but I know, you are not seeing me like that."

"They just dont know the real you, Sam."

"And they won't, arent they?"

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